Heads Up

[magser]

 Hey folk,
Ummm, So Ive been doing a lot of thinking and a lot of I dunno.....well I've been thinking and it's time I follow a lot of fellow lj'ers and lock this place down. I won't do it untill after the last chapter of Cheyenne has posted, and I will post it here on this journal. After which I have decided I won't post any more fiction on here. I don't know when I will post here again, or if I will, I could post tomorrow lol or I might never again open this place...I just....I don't know....but I do know that I want to continue writing, I don't know when I will get back to it after Cheyenne, but I have a little writers corner made for myself, so it will be easier all round for anyone who wants to read my stuff (by some minor miracle)they can go there and browse. Its open to anyone, and will never be locked.
So now if anyone wants to take this journal off of their flists now is the time. I won't get insulted, or upset.....I'm pretty boring anyways and well....I'm just me....boring insignificant me lol and now you guys have somewhere to go to read my fic and not have to put up with my stupid life....anyway I decided to call it Tall_Tales lol and the link is here, so come join if you want to read my stuff in future, I will write again I promise:

Tall_Tales
 

Comments

[amtamburo.livejournal.com]

Hi there. Sorry things are tough for you right now, hun. Not sure exactly what it going on, (I have been somewhat mentally and physically absent lately, so I am sorry if I have missed something) but I wanted to let you know that I would like to keep you on my f-list. I find you in no way boring or insignificant, and I always look forward to your posts about your children and your life.

I hope things look up for you soon, dear!

Angi

[ala-tariel.livejournal.com]

Mags, for awhile I thought you're going to give up writing or even your LJ. Phewww....it's just you move your fics to your own comm! That's a good news! And BTW, I won't defriend you. Believe me. ♥

[magser.livejournal.com]

Hi sweetie.
Thank you, I'm good, I promise...its all good....I'm ok.
Ummm thank you for thinking me interesting enough to keep around....that means a lot. I promise I will not be insulted or hurt if you ever were to think otherwise and wished to remove me.

[magser.livejournal.com]

*sniffs*
Thank you.....just.....thank you.

[amtamburo.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to hear that you are good then, I have to admit I was worried, but I didn't want to pry! :)

As for removing you. Probably not gonna happen. I have people on my f-list that have been there for the nearly 4 years I have been around here, and haven't posted in 3 of the 4. I never remove anyone unless they insult me or one of the people I follow, or unless they delete their journal. But even if I was inclined to delete people like some do periodically, you are not one of the ones I would remove.

There are certain people on LJ whose posts I always look forward too... the number is not big, there's like maybe 8 of them of the 129 people on my f-list, and you are and have been from the first story you wrote, one of them. I admit I came to your journal for the fic, but I stayed because I find you a nice person, who cares about her children, and has similar thoughts about life in general to myself. :) I am frankly proud to be on your f-list, and to have you on mine.

[princesslanie.livejournal.com]

i'm watching your new place, but i don't want to leave you here. i like knowing what goes on in other peoples life, kinda make me feel somewhat normal. lol. hugs.

[sn-143sn.livejournal.com]

:(
I hope no one said anything so bad that you are feeling like this.
Not defriending you....I mean if I only wanted the fic, I watch padacklesrps and see your fics there, so didn't need to friend you in the first place.
You are not boring or insignificant. You matter, and I'm sure majority if not all on your flist would agree with me here.
Gonna join your writing community cox duh!! I love your stories and writing
can't give it up :)
*huggles*
hope things look up for you soon
&hearts

[magser.livejournal.com]

You have no idea how much what you just said means to me.
I'm totally crying here. Dont ever leave me lol, you have done wonders for my confidence!

[magser.livejournal.com]

Thank you for wanting to stick around, it means a lot.

[magser.livejournal.com]

I'm good, I promise. I have great friends on here who I treasure and I need them like I need air.
Just....I bumped into an old ex-friend a few days ago and its kinda affected me since.....memories of how she used to make me feel so small and unworthy and stupid and hated....all with a loving smile...I had a long think about why I've been so touchy the last couple days and I think it was seeing her again...I trusted her....but she never cared....so its made me.....wary I guess...But I love you guys....

[ala-tariel.livejournal.com]

You are welcome, Mags. ♥

[sammys-grl.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty quiet around LJ but I do read and follow you all the time. I'm sorry that things are hard for you right now and hope that you're okay, really. I never want to leave here *clings* and really, I just got caught up on Cheyenne after having several chapters saved. It's amazing as are you. *hugs*

[sn-143sn.livejournal.com]

owww hon
that's just...ouch
I'm mostly someone who can shrug things off easily after a while of insecurity and feeling sad, but I figure you are the opposite of that and that just sucks that you met someone who made you feel like you're worthless. A two-faced person at that.
I got some office mates who are like that, talking bad behind my back but being all smiles upfront. Just try not to let her get to you too much, k? Remember that there are ppl who love you and think you are important....it doesn't matter what they think, they who never deserved a piece of you in the first place.
&hearts HUGS

[blueeyedliz.livejournal.com]

RL means I've been crappy at keeping up-to-date with my flist lately but I wanted to post and say how sorry I am to hear about how stuff has been well..shitty...for you by the sound of things.

Anywho, I want you to know that I love the lady behind the fic so I really want to stay on your flist. *sends hugs*

[amtamburo.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm glad to know that I helped your confidence, though I am sorry that I made you cry! ~hands you a tissue~

I was reading through the comments and saw where you talked about your former 'friend'. I'm sorry to hear about that, I've had a few of those myself, and can relate to how they make you feel while at the same time smiling and making you think its all you. ~hugs you~

All I can say is... though you will find those people here occasionally, there are those of us who genuinely value you for the wonderful person you are... and we aren't going anywhere! :)

[magser.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I am so pleased you want to stick around!

[magser.livejournal.com]

Oh lizzy....I do love you sweetie!

[garvaldmains.livejournal.com]

xx you know where i am...

era fuckem

x

[pippii.livejournal.com]

Hey Mags you almost gave me a heart attack!!! I thought for a minute that you would leave for good.
I´m gonna keep this lj on my flist and joined your new one - and I know that I´m a horrible person for not having read your fic yet but I will, promise.
And I have your email and your address, so if this is a way to get rid of me you have another thing coming young lady!!
I´ll keep bugging you and writing you and everything, you´re my friend Mags and I love you♥
Hugs and kisses♥

[realscape.livejournal.com]

don't you dare go away and leave us! I love you to pieces, you're one of the kindest funniest people I know. I know I haven't been around much lately, but I'm trying to catch up. I went through school with two people who called themselves my best friends, yet looking back, I seemed to be the punchline to every joke. Don't let people like that define you! I'm looking forward to seeing you in May and acting 16 again!

[blackpanther07.livejournal.com]

Hey hun, *hugz you tight* I'm sorry you are having a hard time, I know I have not commented much in the last month (school has been kicking my ass) but I just wanted to let you know that I do care and hope everything is ok for you.
As far as taking you off my f-list, not going to happen, ever.
*luvs and hugz*

[jayneeeee911.livejournal.com]

Oh good lord, my poor heart......i really thought i'd lost you then...........

I must apologize for being absent lately.......haz been regrouping for a while............still not at my fighting weight but getting there...........please don't think i didn't want to read Cheyenne........i got really behind with all my fav authors so decided to wait until it was finished then read it all in one go.............i still want to read it so please don't take it away from me....................in fact you are one of the authors who archive stuff i go back and read again............

i really hope no one on lj has been a bastard to you on any of your posts......you are one of the best writers and nicest people i have met on lj and in no way reserve any shite from anyone

oh and as for defriending..............the only way to get ride of me is to shoot me.......

[taintedangel80.livejournal.com]

*hugs* You aren't going anywhere! I am going to be keeping you on my flist! Just because someone writes fic doesn't mean thats who they are. You are a person other than that person who writes! And I love having that person on my flist!

Question though, as I do enjoy reading your fics. The ones you are going to be locking here, are they going to be friends only here, or simply locked in general to everyone? And if they are going to be locked to everyone here, will you be re-posting everything on the fic journal?

[jade02.livejournal.com]

First, let's get one thing straight (funny comimg from me LOL)
I'm just me....boring insignificant me
you are neither insignificant or boring. You are any thing but. You are always ready with a kind word or encouragement anytime anyone needs you. You are one of the most positive, kind welcoming, loving (and sarcastic) people I've met. You're a wonderful person and a great friend!

I didn't comment on your "One Wish" post because I suck, but I want to say that to have a relationship like that with your child where he is willing to share that with you says so much about you as a Mom and as a person. He's a very lucky young man.

You know I love you and I'll support whatever you want to do - but you don't get to call my friend boring or insignificant. Enough said.

[jade02.livejournal.com]

yeah what she ^^^ said