Heads Up

[magser]

 Hey folk,
Ummm, So Ive been doing a lot of thinking and a lot of I dunno.....well I've been thinking and it's time I follow a lot of fellow lj'ers and lock this place down. I won't do it untill after the last chapter of Cheyenne has posted, and I will post it here on this journal. After which I have decided I won't post any more fiction on here. I don't know when I will post here again, or if I will, I could post tomorrow lol or I might never again open this place...I just....I don't know....but I do know that I want to continue writing, I don't know when I will get back to it after Cheyenne, but I have a little writers corner made for myself, so it will be easier all round for anyone who wants to read my stuff (by some minor miracle)they can go there and browse. Its open to anyone, and will never be locked.
So now if anyone wants to take this journal off of their flists now is the time. I won't get insulted, or upset.....I'm pretty boring anyways and well....I'm just me....boring insignificant me lol and now you guys have somewhere to go to read my fic and not have to put up with my stupid life....anyway I decided to call it Tall_Tales lol and the link is here, so come join if you want to read my stuff in future, I will write again I promise:

Tall_Tales
 

Comments

[amtamburo.livejournal.com]

Hi there. Sorry things are tough for you right now, hun. Not sure exactly what it going on, (I have been somewhat mentally and physically absent lately, so I am sorry if I have missed something) but I wanted to let you know that I would like to keep you on my f-list. I find you in no way boring or insignificant, and I always look forward to your posts about your children and your life.

I hope things look up for you soon, dear!

Angi

[magser.livejournal.com]

Hi sweetie.
Thank you, I'm good, I promise...its all good....I'm ok.
Ummm thank you for thinking me interesting enough to keep around....that means a lot. I promise I will not be insulted or hurt if you ever were to think otherwise and wished to remove me.

[ala-tariel.livejournal.com]

Mags, for awhile I thought you're going to give up writing or even your LJ. Phewww....it's just you move your fics to your own comm! That's a good news! And BTW, I won't defriend you. Believe me. ♥

[magser.livejournal.com]

*sniffs*
Thank you.....just.....thank you.

[princesslanie.livejournal.com]

i'm watching your new place, but i don't want to leave you here. i like knowing what goes on in other peoples life, kinda make me feel somewhat normal. lol. hugs.

[magser.livejournal.com]

Thank you for wanting to stick around, it means a lot.

[sn-143sn.livejournal.com]

:(
I hope no one said anything so bad that you are feeling like this.
Not defriending you....I mean if I only wanted the fic, I watch padacklesrps and see your fics there, so didn't need to friend you in the first place.
You are not boring or insignificant. You matter, and I'm sure majority if not all on your flist would agree with me here.
Gonna join your writing community cox duh!! I love your stories and writing
can't give it up :)
*huggles*
hope things look up for you soon
&hearts

[magser.livejournal.com]

I'm good, I promise. I have great friends on here who I treasure and I need them like I need air.
Just....I bumped into an old ex-friend a few days ago and its kinda affected me since.....memories of how she used to make me feel so small and unworthy and stupid and hated....all with a loving smile...I had a long think about why I've been so touchy the last couple days and I think it was seeing her again...I trusted her....but she never cared....so its made me.....wary I guess...But I love you guys....

[sammys-grl.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty quiet around LJ but I do read and follow you all the time. I'm sorry that things are hard for you right now and hope that you're okay, really. I never want to leave here *clings* and really, I just got caught up on Cheyenne after having several chapters saved. It's amazing as are you. *hugs*

[magser.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I am so pleased you want to stick around!

[blueeyedliz.livejournal.com]

RL means I've been crappy at keeping up-to-date with my flist lately but I wanted to post and say how sorry I am to hear about how stuff has been well..shitty...for you by the sound of things.

Anywho, I want you to know that I love the lady behind the fic so I really want to stay on your flist. *sends hugs*

[magser.livejournal.com]

Oh lizzy....I do love you sweetie!

[garvaldmains.livejournal.com]

xx you know where i am...

era fuckem

x

[magser.livejournal.com]

Love you babe....you're a freak...but I love you.

[pippii.livejournal.com]

Hey Mags you almost gave me a heart attack!!! I thought for a minute that you would leave for good.
I´m gonna keep this lj on my flist and joined your new one - and I know that I´m a horrible person for not having read your fic yet but I will, promise.
And I have your email and your address, so if this is a way to get rid of me you have another thing coming young lady!!
I´ll keep bugging you and writing you and everything, you´re my friend Mags and I love you♥
Hugs and kisses♥

[magser.livejournal.com]

You are perfectly fine and I love you to pieces Pip!
Thank you for wanting to keep me around, I am so amazed that people want me to stay on their lj.

[realscape.livejournal.com]

don't you dare go away and leave us! I love you to pieces, you're one of the kindest funniest people I know. I know I haven't been around much lately, but I'm trying to catch up. I went through school with two people who called themselves my best friends, yet looking back, I seemed to be the punchline to every joke. Don't let people like that define you! I'm looking forward to seeing you in May and acting 16 again!

[magser.livejournal.com]

Oh Karen!!!!
How I wish we were back in that hotel room, nattering and laughing...You were one of the best things to come out of that con....Thank you for wanting me around.

[blackpanther07.livejournal.com]

Hey hun, *hugz you tight* I'm sorry you are having a hard time, I know I have not commented much in the last month (school has been kicking my ass) but I just wanted to let you know that I do care and hope everything is ok for you.
As far as taking you off my f-list, not going to happen, ever.
*luvs and hugz*

[magser.livejournal.com]

I'm ok babe, thank you so much. I love you guys!

[jayneeeee911.livejournal.com]

Oh good lord, my poor heart......i really thought i'd lost you then...........

I must apologize for being absent lately.......haz been regrouping for a while............still not at my fighting weight but getting there...........please don't think i didn't want to read Cheyenne........i got really behind with all my fav authors so decided to wait until it was finished then read it all in one go.............i still want to read it so please don't take it away from me....................in fact you are one of the authors who archive stuff i go back and read again............

i really hope no one on lj has been a bastard to you on any of your posts......you are one of the best writers and nicest people i have met on lj and in no way reserve any shite from anyone

oh and as for defriending..............the only way to get ride of me is to shoot me.......

[magser.livejournal.com]

Jayne!!
You sweetheart!
No, no one on lj has been nasty to me....I just....I'm ok....and I am so glad you are here!

[taintedangel80.livejournal.com]

*hugs* You aren't going anywhere! I am going to be keeping you on my flist! Just because someone writes fic doesn't mean thats who they are. You are a person other than that person who writes! And I love having that person on my flist!

Question though, as I do enjoy reading your fics. The ones you are going to be locking here, are they going to be friends only here, or simply locked in general to everyone? And if they are going to be locked to everyone here, will you be re-posting everything on the fic journal?

[magser.livejournal.com]

I am completely astounded, floored and generally cannot believe that people actually want to stick around and know me....I'm amazed and touched and humbled and I god I just....thank you.
No I wont lock the fics, I will never lock the fics, simply cause Im too lazy to move them lol...they will remain here and open.
Thank you so much.

[jade02.livejournal.com]

First, let's get one thing straight (funny comimg from me LOL)
I'm just me....boring insignificant me
you are neither insignificant or boring. You are any thing but. You are always ready with a kind word or encouragement anytime anyone needs you. You are one of the most positive, kind welcoming, loving (and sarcastic) people I've met. You're a wonderful person and a great friend!

I didn't comment on your "One Wish" post because I suck, but I want to say that to have a relationship like that with your child where he is willing to share that with you says so much about you as a Mom and as a person. He's a very lucky young man.

You know I love you and I'll support whatever you want to do - but you don't get to call my friend boring or insignificant. Enough said.

[magser.livejournal.com]

Oh Shawna!!!
I wish we could go for that beer we talk about so often!! I could do with it and I feel like I wanna hide behind you for a while...I feel like such a whiney bastard, I feel needy and sad and I feel like I dont know me arse from me elbow and I fucking love you!!

[angels-cordy.livejournal.com]

I will definitely friend your new fic community as I am a big big fan of your fanfictions!! You have soooo much talent and it stunns me over and over again what you can bring down in words and I sooo love to read your stories.
However I don't wanna defriend you =(
I don't think you are boring, not at all!
I think you are an Awesome woman!!
However *hugstight*

[magser.livejournal.com]

Wow...when I put up this post I honestly never never intended or thought that people would say these things....I am soooo warmed and uplifted by every one of you....wow...people really want me around..that is so amazing.....thank you.

[zomzoms.livejournal.com]

I'm afraid you're stuck with me...even if we don't get to chat very often.

Having a separate writing con is a great idea (I have my own now here which I set up for nanowrimo, it's set to private at the moment but who knows I may open it up if I ever post this 50k fic I'm currently writing. :)

Also, just in case you think WTF? I've edited the post on tall tales and posted the master list there plus done a message and link in the post in this journal for the master list to say it's now moved.

Take care and ignore who ever it is that has made you feel this way, they are not worth your time or energy. X

[magser.livejournal.com]

Debz!! You're writing?!?!?!
I can't wait to read it!!
And jesus woman I don't know what I would do with you and your master list expertise!!! I love you and I miss you and you will always be one of the closest people to me on here!

[pollyspn.livejournal.com]

Hey Mag, I'm sorry for something, ok?

I already have joined the community of fics. I love your stories and of course I would be there, and I will not get you off my flist, of course not!

I was a little out of everything, I'm many things and troubles as well, I don't really know what's going with you (in fact I don't know nothing, my God! I'm really absent and negligent , right?. And Ian, how is he? He is doing well?), but you know that I've never been upset by the things you write and share here. Never!

This here is a journal, something entirely yours and if there's people who aren't happy, sorry baby, but they go to find the way out, well!

I really hope all is well for you babe! I sincerely wish this with all my heart.

And also I wanna you to know one thing: I'm pretty far from you, but my good vibes are always sent to my friends, wherever they are! Be here by my side or the other side of the world!

Brazilian hug for you .. Tight!

[magser.livejournal.com]

Honey you dont have to explain anything to me! I love you, you have always been here and commenting and I am so proud you want to keep me on your list!

[alena2b.livejournal.com]

well... tough luck... you're stuck with me. *pulls up a chair* lol

[magser.livejournal.com]

Lena lena lena lena.....What would I do without my lena?
You my dear....have to be the very best thing to have come out of this internet for me.....I love you so fucking much....you make me smile and you just know....you know me....I just.....you are an incredible friend and I am scared to death of ever meeting you face to face....and I am also jealous of each and everyone of those people that get to meet you in Rome!

[kate-mct.livejournal.com]

I still wanna be your friend :) *Hugs* I understand about life being tough, going through a period like that myself. *Hugs some more*

[magser.livejournal.com]

Thank you honey. I dont mean to worry anyone. I'm fine I promise.

[kimberleyafc.livejournal.com]

Although I never got the chance to friend you I still enjoyed reading your fics (I love Cheyenne) and I know garvaldmains always speaks highly of you, I have already joined Tall_Tales and I look forward to reading any future fics you write. I wish you well and take care.

Kimberley

[magser.livejournal.com]

Thank you Kimberley, Garvaldmains is a beautiful person and one of my closest friends on here, I treasure her. Its always a good thing when she speaks highly of someone.

[darthnikki.livejournal.com]

Mags we all have our high and low points, and I won't be deleting you as a friend. I'm not sure what the heck as gone on, but you sound very upset, I hope you're okay. I wanted to say as well that I LOVE you're stories so will be adding that to my flist thingy mi bob. You take care of yourself hon, keep your chin up and don't let the bastards get yer down xxx

[magser.livejournal.com]

Thank you honey. I am fine I promise, just some bad memories that have chased me down and made me wanna hide lol....I thought maybe creating my own writing corner might help....I can write little drabbles and musings if it gets too much again and I dont have to be bothering anyone else with it them.
Thank you for wanting me around.

[shaylen12.livejournal.com]

Not leaving either...love your posts even when its just music vids!!! I only have a few that i read every time they post and you are one of them so im here to stay!!!

[magser.livejournal.com]

Thank you for wanting to stick around!

[kes1807.livejournal.com]

Hugs you tight and clings, you can't leave here for good, and I certainly wouldn't cut you from my flist. Looks like you are stuck with me:p Love you Mags.

[magser.livejournal.com]

Kes, what an amazing special person you are! I am so so so blessed to have you in my life!

[selinamoonfire.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

[magser.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[billysgirl5.livejournal.com]

Hey, babe. You do what you gotta do. I flocked my journal quite some time ago, and to be honest, I'm so glad that I did it. Sure, some of the things I post aren't locked, but 98% of my posts are, and it makes things much easier to handle. I know a good chunk of the people on my flist, and after doing a very thorough cut earlier in the year, it's much easier to manage, too.

I'm not really sure what's being going on with you lately...I've been pretty absent from LJ, but I hope it gets better. You're awesome and certainly deserve a happy life. :)

*squishes you*

[magser.livejournal.com]

It will get better, I know it will...I'm running scared right now and I know I will be ok though...I have such amazing people on here who actually care and that just...wow...thank you.

[babycin.livejournal.com]

Hi dear!
Weel, of course I'll join you comm. But I'd like to have you, the "real" you, in my flist ;)
I don't care if you write, or not write, or comment, or not. It's you and I love to have you with me
*hugs*

[magser.livejournal.com]

Heeey!!
I've been a whiney bitch but Im good now and I've had my freak out and I am so blown away that people WANT to know me...