magser

Title: Changes
Chapter:4/?
Pairings/ Characters: Jared/Jensen , Sophia/Chad, Chris and probably more when and if i come up with them.
Rating: NC17 to be safe, but not yet....
Summary: Jensen is a multi million album selling singer, Known worldwide, when he decides to take off on an impulse to try and escape for a while he finds more than the escape he was looking for.
Authors note: Im back and this time, its totally and completely

garvaldmains fault! This started out a tiny tiny plot in my head and she gave me this huge plot to work with, I just hope I do it the justice I think only she could have given this, but I will try! I love you to pieces Di!

A week later saw Jensen still staying with Jareds family, even though he really should have been back in Nashville by now, but he was having the time of his life just living an ordinary existence and he had connected with Jared on such a deep level that it scared him.

They were friends, and acted like they had known each other all their lives, they walked and talked, they hung out and played basketball one on one, Jensen had even gone behind the counter of the diner and how Jared and he had laughed that day!

They had sent Sharon and Lisa home declaring it a women free zone and claiming they could handle the diner for the day, and what had ensued was chaos and Jensen had never had so much fun in his life! Saying that, both he and Jared had been banished from the diner for two days after that particular incident, after been made to scrub the diner from top to toe, listening to Lisa mutter under her breath about country singers thinking that just because they could play a guitar and hold a tune they thought they could run a kitchen and sending the two men into fits all over again. He still had no idea how the strips of bacon ended up on the ceiling of the kitchen but he was definitely laying all the blame on Jared for that one.

Jared, Jensen discovered was just what you saw, he hid nothing. He was genuine, funny, generous and kind to a fault. He was often found either in someone’s store helping out or doing an odd job in someones back yard. They couldn’t walk the street without someone stopping Jared for a chat, and how he charmed the elderly ladies with his easy smile. Everyone genuinely loved this man, but what had Jensen enthralled was his shyness.

He knew you wouldn’t think it to look at him, but Jared was actually quite a shy person, and he knew that not a lot of people knew that or realised it because he hid it so well, put up a smiling front. He knew that there was a spark between them, and he knew Jared knew it. But he also knew that as much as he would like it, Jared was not going to make a move.

They had told each other some inner most secrets on their walks, things that they wouldn’t normally tell anyone else and Jared had confessed to being totally innocent when it came to men and sex. Jensen had been astounded at that, Jared was such a good looking guy he found it very difficult to believe that no one had made a move on him before now. But Jared had explained that he had been sixteen when he had acknowledged with the help of the openly gay country star that he was in fact gay.

He said that shortly afterwards his Dad had been diagnosed with Cancer and had fought a two year battle before passing away when Jared was eighteen, and Jared just hadn’t even thought of getting out there and finding his feet, he had just concentrated on his parents and helping his Mom get through that period as best he could. After his Dad had died, and his Mom had moved out here to be with her sister, he had felt she was ok enough for him to go to college but he had nothing, no funds and had to work his way through college, pretty often burning the candles at both ends. After he had graduated he had gotten a job in a small town not far from there, but there the people were not as open minded as here and he had felt the need to keep it quiet, but people had still discovered it as people invariably did and it had been the reason he had left that job. Obviously while he was out in Africa he had been too busy and now he was home.

Jensen for his part confided that even though it sounded bad, all he wanted to do for now was to just rely on himself. He felt pressured and often felt like the world relied on him. He told Jared that so many people depended on him and his success that it was scary, how one mistake from him could bring it all toppling down and he just didn’t want to worry about anyone else for a while. He just wanted to be himself. Jared thankfully completely understood and Jensen felt a weight lift now that he had confided in someone.

Jensen kept an eye on the goings on at home through a weekly phone call to Kerry. Thankfully at the moment his schedule would have been fairly light and it had been easy to cancel any engagements, stating Jensen was taking a well earned break. but the Grammy Nominations were coming up and Bill was starting to get restless she told him but Jensen wasn’t fazed, telling her he would be back soon and to tell Bill to calm down and watch his blood pressure. He made several attempts to move back to a motel, feeling incredibly guilty at staying with Jared and his family when he could more than afford to but the damn motel if he wanted, but they would have none of it.

So one cool clear night he and Jared sat in the back yard and Jensen found himself strumming the guitar he had bought that day on impulse and singing a few of his hits in a laid back sing song that had the two women sighing from the kitchen window where they had been listening. Jensen grinned as he listened to Jareds attempts at singing and rubbing the back of his head from the cuff Jared had given him for laughing, he defended himself,

“Hey, I’m just glad to see you’re not perfect after all! I was waiting for the other shoe to drop you know, there had to be something wrong with you somewhere man...you were just too damn perfect!”

Jared blushed and ducked his head and retaliated without thinking about what he was saying;

“Well then I’m such a catch dude you should come snap me up before someone else does!!”

The instant the sentence was out of his mouth he seemed to realise what he said and he rose to his feet asking did Jensen want another beer or something, but Jensen stopped him with a hand to his wrist.

“Take a walk with me Jay?”

Jared nodded silently completely tongue tied and afraid to speak in case he spewed more nonsense and they walked in silence until they reached the local playing field and they sat on the benches there staring out into the dark park. Jensen could feel the tension cut through the air and he knew if he didn’t kiss this man soon he was gonna burst and turning to Jared he gently placed a hand on his knee,

“Jay? “

Jared looked down at the hand on his knee and up into the beautiful face of Jensen Ackles and he honestly didn’t know what to do or say, his heart was beating wildly in his chest and his face felt flushed. Sure he may be a virgin when it came to full sex, but he knew how to mess around, he never claimed to be a saint, but this, he wasn’t sure of. The strength of their sudden friendship and the connection they seemed to have was unnerving and he didn’t know how to handle that.

The emotions flashed across Jareds open face and Jensen felt a rush of affection for this gentle man. “I want to kiss you Jay, I really want to kiss you. Is that ok?”

Jared nodded wide eyed and Jensen placed a hand to Jareds cheek, gently drawing him forward and meeting him halfway, stopping a breath away from the other mans lips,

“It’s ok, Jay it’s ok.” And he closed the distance, at first just a gentle pressure on Jareds mouth with his own, again and again and Jared opened his mouth on a sigh and Jensen took full advantage and ever so gently deepened the kiss, his tongue exploring Jareds mouth until he felt Jared give himself over totally to the kiss and his tongue met Jensens and they kissed until lack of oxygen forced them apart.

“Jesus” was all that Jensen could manage, this man knew how to kiss and looked at Jareds lust ridden eyes and flushed face as he smiled at Jensens astounded face. Jensen gently tugged on the back of Jareds neck placing a quick succession of kisses to the mans lips,

“You been holding out on me Jay, If I had know it would feel like this I would have done this a week ago!”

Jared chuckled, the tension leaving his body at Jensens light teasing, “Hey, I said I was a virgin, not a prude man! There’s one or two things I know how to do I’ll have you know!”

As if to prove his point, he shifted his position on the bench till they were touching bodily, chest to thigh and pulled Jensen in and completely took over the kiss for the next several minutes, finally drawing back and grinning wide at the black pupils completely dominating Jensens face as he tried to gather his senses,

“Ya know Jay” He cleared his throat and tried again, “Jay I was gonna go easy on you, take things slow, so I wouldn’t scare you off, but you keep that up and your virtue won’t last the night.”

Jared leaned in for another deep kiss and pulled back and whispered, “You promise?”

Jensen breathed deep and pressed his forehead to Jareds, “Listen Jay,I...I just want you to know I don’t go around seducing men all the time...this thing between you and me, it’s happened fast and I pray to god you feel it too and I’m not making a complete fool of myself here, but, if we do this...I dunno I just want you to know that you mean a whole hell of a lot more to me than some holiday fling. OK? “

Jared didn’t reply, he just pressed his lips to Jensen’s in a fleeting kiss, “Ok Jensen, It’s ok, I feel it too and I’m very glad to hear I’m not a holiday fling, I trust you.”

“So...what do we do now Jay? I gotto tell you, I didn’t exactly plan on you and I’m not quite sure where we go from here?”

Jared reached up a hand and brushed his thumbs gently across Jensens cheeks, watching as Jensens eyes closed under the hypnotising touch of Jareds hands,

“We simply take this one day at a time Jensen, we got time right? You got time?”

Jensen opened his eyes and making a split second decision, one he knew he wouldn’t regret he replied,

“Yeah Jay we got time...I’ve got time”

Jared smiled so wide and with such a soft expression on his face that all Jensen could do was grin right back, he felt like a teenager again.

He felt good.

Chapter 5