magser | Release Me

Title:Release me
Chapter 9/?
Author:

magser
Pairings:Jared/omc; eventual Jared/ Jensen ; Chris Kane and others
Disclaimer: I'm sorry to say neither of the pretty boys belong to me.....
Rating:NC17
Summary:Jared Padalecki is a good man,trapped in a dead marriage,what happens when he falls in love with someone else?What will he do when forced to choose between the husband he feels he owes and the man who owns his soul?
Word count :1,333
Authors note,: This is completely un-betaed , all mistakes are my own stupid fault! Also just to tell you guys that this fic was inspired by a song, Martina MacBride: Satin Sheets.Oh and now I may as well tell you guys, I didnt post yesterday, cause even though I have written a few chapters ahead, the story has completely run away from me, and no matter what i try it just wont go the way I want it to... It insists on going its own way lol....

What followed over the next three days, were without a doubt the best three days of Jareds life. As he and Jensen spent hours talking and getting to know one another, and then hours upon hours exploring each others bodies, getting to know one another intimately. He had never known pleasure like Jensen showed him, the things that man could do with his hands and mouth astounded him and he took great pleasure in repaying every moan Jensen pulled from him with his own hands.

Long mornings lounging in bed were followed by late breakfast or early lunch, more often than not at the quaint diner around the corner, managed by the most awesome family he had ever met, and Joan, the lady of the diner loved Jared on sight and Jensen was amazed at how easily people fell under Jareds spell. The man was truly lost in that house all day, the way he had with people Jensen reckoned he should definitely be teaching, and he felt so bad for Jared. But evenings were their favourite time, the evenings they spent behind the bar, laughing and joking and serving customers and Jared turned out to be quite a favourite amongst the customers and Jensen found he could stand and watch Jared laugh for hours, he looked so beautiful and content. He just didn’t know how he was going to part with him when it came time for Jared to go. But he had known what he was getting into and he was going to take any part of Jared he could get.

His heart was lost to him, he knew that and he had told Jared he was falling in love with him, in fact had fallen in love with him, and Jared had choked back tears and hugged him fiercely, before making love to him with a greater passion if that were possible. He knew Jared felt the same, he saw it in his face, felt it in his touch, but he never said the words. Seemed incapable in fact, and not for the first time Jensen wondered at the stupidity of the man Jared was married to and wanted oh so badly to punch him for the damage he had obviously caused.

On Friday morning, they spent longer in bed, spent hours just touching and whispering and soft kissing beneath the sheets, Jared had to leave lunchtime, early evening the latest, Mark was due home Saturday morning and Jared knew he had to be there. God, this was killing him, he didn’t want to leave, didn’t want to leave Jensen and he knew the words ‘’dont go’’ were unspoken but felt heavily in the air between them.

They lay in bed, side by side, Jared clutching Jensens hand and playing with his fingertips as they spoke softly, the sadness and dread filling the air as time moved on and Jared would have to get up and shower. Jensen moved his head on the pillow to gaze at Jared as Jared played with the ring on Jensens hand.

‘’Where did you get this ring?’’

Jensen looked at the ring and smiled ‘’ that? Oh that I have a while, its my beer opening ring!’’

‘’I’ve noticed... ‘’ Jared replied twisting the ring on Jensens finger and grinning back at him.

‘’You know, I can’t even remember where I got it, I would love for it to have some major emotional significance, but I’m afraid it doesn’t man...’’

Jared grinned again ‘’ Well its significant to me now, it’s totally you, I love it.’’

Jensen smiled quietly and before he could stop them, the words he had sworn he wouldn’t say came tumbling out.

‘’ Are you going to come back?’’

He tried to smile to lighten the mood, but all that came out was a tremulous smile that broke Jareds heart to see. He gently kissed the tips of each of the fingers of the hand he held so tightly.

‘’Of course I’m coming back, God Jensen, this is gonna kill me, I want to stay here, I want to lose myself here with you and never go back... but I have to go... for now’’

‘’Why? Why do you have to go?’’ God Jensen hated himself for sounding like this and he hated that he couldn’t stop the words from tumbling out.

‘’Stay... Jared, stay, with me, we are good together, we can be good together, you’re happy here...’’

Jared stopped his words with a kiss, hands shaking so badly he could harldy hold Jensens face in them.

‘’Jensen, god Jensen, I want to, I want to so badly, but I can’t, it’s too soon... I swear to you, I will come back, first chance I get I will be back here so fast your head will spin, but we have got to be sure what we are doing here... Mark... he wouldn’t... Jensen he scares me sometimes, and I need to be sure you wont get caught in the crossfire ...’’

He turned to face Jensen fully leaning up on one elbow and gazing down, eyes earnest and truthfull.

‘’ I want to be with you, I know it’s too soon to tell, but..... this feels right, you know? I want to be able to take the time to get to know you properly, do it right... not sneak around, you deserve more than that... if there is one thing I’ve learnt these last few days, its the fact that I cant stay with Mark anymore, and when you and I are together for good, it’s going to be without the shadow of Mark hanging over us.’’

Jensen nodded, a lump in his throat, God he loved this man so much already, and he would wait... Jared was worth it.

‘’I love you Jared, you have got to know that, take that with you, know that I love you and I’m here and I will always be here, and you come back as soon as you can...’’

Jared had no words to reply, so he bent his head and kissed Jensen showing him with a kiss, what he was too scared to say out loud and as they made love once more, Jensen felt with Jareds body the words ‘’I love you’’ over and over again...

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Eight O Clock that evening in L.A. and Mark was furious.... he paced the hotel room, murder in his face and his whole body drumming with the need to inflict damage, so much so that Richard had made a hasty exit a few minutes ago.

Four whiskeys later and Mark was calm, and thinking almost rationally, his mind ticking over the problem in a business like fashion... taking a deep breath and downing his fifth whiskey he laid back on the bed and thought out his strategy. So he had vastly underestimated Jared, it wasn’t often he underestimated a business opponent, and he had never lost a deal he didn’t want to lose and he had no intention of starting now. Jared would be dealt with, that he was certain of, the question was how...

He knew he would find it ever so easy to get someone to take care of this for him, to inflict so much hurt and damage to Jared and his bastard lover that they would never walk again, but he also knew that was a risky business to fall into... no...no matter how good you thought you were at covering your tracks in doings like that, it always came out... always... and he had too much to lose, and he certainly was not going to spend time behind bars because Jared grew a pair and ..... no... there was another way...

Jared would not go unpunished, Mark would see to that, he smiled to himself as his plan took root and formulated in his mind....

Oh yes, Jared would pay, and he would fix it so the bastard he had fucked would never look at him again.

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Shit!!!!!!!

I really hope Mark fucks himself up big time in his nasty plan for revenge.

Chris I'm sure would love to have some input as well after waiting for so long.

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