Release Me
Oct. 17th, 2008 06:42 pmChapter8/?
Author:
Pairings:Jared/omc; eventual Jared/ Jensen ; Chris Kane and others
Disclaimer: I'm sorry to say neither of the pretty boys belong to me.....
Rating:NC17
Summary:Jared Padalecki is a good man,trapped in a dead marriage,what happens when he falls in love with someone else?What will he do when forced to choose between the husband he feels he owes and the man who owns his soul?
Word count :1,412
Authors note,: This is completely un-betaed , all mistakes are my own stupid fault! Also just to tell you guys that this fic was inspired by a song, Martina MacBride: Satin Sheets.
The following morning, Jensen was surprised to see that Jared was up before him and as he came out of his bedroom sleepily scratching the back of his neck, he was greeted by six foot four at least of hot, hard sweaty body, heading for the bathroom, a towel slung over his shoulder.
‘’Oh’’ Jared grasped Jensen by the shoulders to steady him as they almost had a collision in the hallway. ‘’Sorry Jen, umm you need the bathroom? I was just about to head for a shower, it was such a gorgeous morning I decided to go for a run!’’
Jensen blinked sleepily up at Jared and shook his head ‘’No, go knock yourself out man, I need coffee’’ and he turned in the general direction of the kitchen.
‘’I made a fresh pot, so its all yours man’’ Jared called after him shaking his head at the non response he got as Jensen made his way toward the coffee pot in the kitchen. Chuckling he headed in to the shower and grinned the whole time. God he felt good this morning!
Jensen was on his third coffee and just about blinking awake, when Jared returned, dressed in casual sweatpants and white t shirt that stretched across a massively impressive chest and arms.
‘’Any coffee left in that pot?’’ He grinned at Jensen and once again Jensen was amazed at how easy going and pleasant and natural this man was to be around.
‘’Sure, knock yourself out... tell me, what in the world had you out at cock crow running?’’
‘’I was awake early, and it was so beautiful out there, I hadn’t run outside in years, Mark prefers me to use a gym, so I grabbed the chance’’ Jared replied as he reached around Jensen for the coffee jug. Jensen shuffled to the side to make room for Jared to reach and ended up shuffling right into Jareds other arm as it rested on the counter at his other side. He felt the tingle of awareness shoot up his body at the contact, and risked a glance at Jared and sure enough, he had paused in the act of reach for the coffee pot and was just staring wide eyed at Jensen.
The silence stretched between them, neither making a move in any direction, Jensen waited and watched coffee mug clutched in his hand at his side, as he waited for the warring emotions flicking across Jareds to wage their war and prayed the right one won. This move had to be Jareds to make, he wouldn’t fight him on this, but he knew Jared Had to make it.
Jared stared, completely rooted to the spot by the look of utter want in Jensens face, and god he knew he had to wear that same look, he knew he felt it, how he wanted to kiss this man, this wonderful, caring, smiling man who in such a short time had come to mean so much .... the seconds stretched on and without even realising it, as Jared fought his inner battle, his body was completely betraying him and his head lowered slowly, oh ever so slowly till there was mere inches separating them.
‘’Jensen...’’ Jared whispered ‘’I....’’
Jensen placed his finger on Jareds lips ‘’Shhh jay its ok... it’s ok’’
And Jensen closed the distance and softly let his lips caress Jareds... once, twice, three times until Jared responded by opening his mouth to Jensen and kissing back, his tongue meeting Jensens half way, and they were lost.
Jensen felt himself be pressed up against the counter as both Jareds arms came to rest on either side, as he deepened the kiss even further, and the empty coffee mug landed with a clatter somewhere behind him when he blindly reached behind and his hands returned to grasp Jareds arms. The kiss became stronger as Jared completely lost himself to the feel of Jensen and he raised shaking hands and held Jensens face as Jensen linked his hands at jareds neck and pulled him even closer.
Several minutes passed before oxygen became a serious problem and they parted reluctantly, Jared resting his forehead against Jensens...
‘’Jensen...I... I’m sorry...’’
‘’Shhh Jay, don’t be sorry’’ He whispered ‘’I sure as hell am not’’
‘’God Jensen, I don’t want to do this to you, I just, god, I just ....I don’t know what I’m feeling...’’
‘’It’s ok, it’s ok, you will figure it out, we got time.It’s ok Jay, I’m here, I’m not going anywhere’’
He reached up and Kissed Jared once more, a short kiss developing into a deeper more passionate one as they both got carried up in the moment and pressed bodies together, one of Jareds hands moving to hold the back of his head while the other moved down his back to hold his ass and press him to him, before Jared pulled away panting hard. He stared into Jensens beautiful eyes for a moment, before lightly dropping another kiss to his lips and letting his mouth drift across his face and down, Jensens head fell back allowing him access and Jared complied, lightly sucking his way down his throat all the while grinding their two erections together, the flimsy material of sweatpants and pyjama bottoms too much material for Jensens taste and he deftly slipped his hand in between their grinding bodies and inside Jareds pants, grasping his thick cock in his hands and squeezing lightly, causing a moan to come from Jared as he latched his mouth to Jensens again.
Soon, two pairs of pants lay bunched at their ankles as the two men kissed and grasped and touched and mouths roamed and hands held tight over Jensens head as they grinded together, faster , faster ,faster until with a soft cry Jared came hot and hard and heavy and Jensen followed and would have crumbled if it weren’t for Jared holding his hands so tight over his head .
Jensens head fell back against the cupboard over his head and Jared buried his face in his neck as they both panted hard, coming down slowly from their high. Jared seemed to realise that he still had Jensens hands clasped tight in his own over his head and he raised his head grinning sheepishly and gently lowered them, never once letting go of them. Jensens heart just melted at the gesture of the tightly clasped hands and raised his head and kissed Jared slow and soft, before pulling back with a contented smile.
‘’I guess we should clean up huh?’’
And Jared could do nothing but grin at Jensens smile and hugged him briefly to him, kissed him gently on the forehead and squeezed his hands before letting go to examine the mess made.
‘’Yeah I guess we should... man and I just had a shower too’’
Jensen laughed at the expression of pure torment on Jareds face at the thought of another shower.
‘’ Come on Jay, we will shower together, I will even wash your back for you’’ He winked as he pulled on Jareds hand and in his haste to follow Jensen, Jared almost tripped over the pants still bunched at his ankles causing a fit of laughter form the other man, and both men went laughing to the bathroom.
Ten minutes later, saw Jared plastered to the wall of the shower, water cascading over his body, his head thrown back against the wall, his back arched as Jensen knelt at his feet, his cock buried deep in Jensens mouth as Jensen sucked and licked causing Jared to come in an embarrassingly short space of time, straight down Jensens throat which he swallowed like a pro, and on rising kissed Jared deeply.
When they pulled apart again, Jared kissed his way down Jensens chest, landing on his knees and mouthing his stomach, and wrapping his arms around jensens waist hugged him to him and gazed up at him from below, and the wonder and love shining from his eyes brought tears to Jensens eyes as Jared spoke...
‘’Jen, I’ve never felt like this, I don’t want this to ever end’’
Jensen found he had no power in his voice at all, and all he could do was nod, eyes blinded by tears at the adoration shining from Jareds face, and as Jared finally lowered his mouth and took all of Jensen in one swallow, all further coherent thought fled his mind for some time after.
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Date: 2008-10-17 07:27 pm (UTC)Well, I don't want that to ever end either , hahaha.
Excellent chapter!
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Date: 2008-10-17 07:41 pm (UTC)KISSING!!!! My favorite♥
And the sexin was so hot and yummy;)
♥big hugs♥
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Date: 2008-10-17 08:22 pm (UTC)Loved it, can't wait for more!
*hugs*
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Date: 2008-10-17 08:43 pm (UTC)I can agree...
No brain left. Too hot for me.
You're more evil than I thought.
If they fall in love, Mark will be a big problem...
Kisses
San
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Date: 2008-10-17 08:48 pm (UTC)I love how in love those boys are falling as you write them.
I love this chapter and you know I can't wait to read more :)
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Date: 2008-10-17 10:05 pm (UTC)Glad they gave in. I mean, I don't condone cheating, but it's j2, they HAVE to be together. And Mark is a shit who has been cheating and treating Jared shitty for a long time. I know, I know, doesn't make it right....
Awesome add.
~supernaturalgrl
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Date: 2008-10-18 01:39 am (UTC)I have a bad feeling next one we won't be so lucky.
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Date: 2008-10-18 01:44 pm (UTC)Mark is going to be pissed! *rubs hands together*
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Date: 2008-10-18 04:32 pm (UTC)GUH!
OMG!
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