magser | Release Me

Title:Release me
Chapter: 6/?
Author:[Bad username or unknown identity:  ]
Pairings:Jared/omc; eventual Jared/ Jensen ; Chris Kane and others
Disclaimer: I'm sorry to say neither of the pretty boys belong to me.....
Rating:NC17
Summary:Jared Padalecki is a good man,trapped in a dead marriage,what happens when he falls in love with someone else?What will he do when forced to choose between the husband he feels he owes and the man who owns his soul?
Word count :1,253
Authors note: This is completely un-betaed , all mistakes are my own stupid fault!

It was two days before Jared got the chance to call Chris, Mark had kept him on his toes with dinners and nights out with potential clients, and by the time he fell into bed at night he was utterly exhausted.

On the third morning, Mark had an early meeting out of town, and Jared had a leisurely breakfast with Lucy in the kitchen, with sue feeding him till he thought he would burst and Lucy informed him that Mr Kane had called the night before. Jared cringed as he thought of his own cowardice at not calling sooner, and knew that Chris would not be fooled by flimsy excuses, knowing full well that the reason was Jensen and the strong attraction that terrified him.

But he resolved to call him and get it over with, so, after eating, he took his mug of coffee, grabbed his cell, and sat out in the terrace and dialled Chris’ number. On the sixth or seventh ring and just as he was about to hang up a voice answered.

‘’Hello?’’

‘’Hey, have I dialled the wrong number?’’ Jared asked not recognising the voice immediately

‘’No, no Jared, it’s me Jensen, Chris has actually gone out to run a few errands and left his cell behind, obviously...’’ A chuckle followed the words and Jared felt warmth rising from his belly at the sound.

‘’Oh hey Jensen, sorry man, I don’t think I’m fully awake yet’’

‘’Dude, its almost noon, days practically done man!’’

‘’So it is man... Listen, actually I’m glad I got you, I was just calling anyway to appologise for running out like that the other night... I ummm I just...’’

‘’I know Jared, It’s ok, I really should be apologising to you, I shouldn’t have put you under pressure like that, it was wrong of me’’

‘’Hey, you did nothing wrong Jensen, just took an interest is all, and frankly, its been a while since anyone besides Chris or my mom or even Lucy here took an interest, Im usually more careful than that, I shouldn’t have been spouting off like that.’’

‘’Nah its cool man, I enjoyed the night and we had a laugh, we will have to do it again’’

‘’For sure man, for sure! I would love that!’’

‘’Well now you know where my door is man, and Chris sure loves having you around, just come on down when you can.’’

‘’Yeah, I might just do that, thank you Jensen. So uh, just tell Chris I called yeah? And just tell him I will give a run own next chance I get yeah?’’

‘’Yeah sure Jared, I’ll do that’’

‘’Ok then, I ah, I’d better go, nice talking to you again Jensen’’

‘’Ok Jared... and Jared?’’

‘’Yeah Jensen?’’

‘’It was good to hear you’re voice, just don’t... don’t let it too long before you come back ok?’’

‘’Ok’’ And Jared hung up before he did something utterly stupid down the phone.

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It was another two weeks before Mark left on another trip. Two weeks of endless dinner parties, pandering to his clients, generally being the perfect Husband to the ultimate business man. Two weeks in which during the day Jared ran himself silly, making sure all was perfect, almost running himself into the ground trying to make himself look perfect for a man who never once said thank you. Two weeks of Jared doubling his time at the gym at Marks not so subtle hints.

By the time Mark left, he was feeling secure in the knowledge that Jared was right back where he needed him to be. He wasn’t the successful man he was today for no reason, and the day he had met Jared in that dingy bar, he had spotted the diamond straight away and knew he would make the perfect husband for his needs, had known he had to own the gem that was Jared. He was aware that Kane was still in the same place he had been when he had last been away, and he also was aware that Jared would probably visit him again, and he would give Jared that, he didn’t want to break Jared, he just needed Jared to know that his place was with Mark, and he was confident now that it had been reinforced in Jareds mind, and now he could go back to L.A. and Richard....damnit or was it Roman.... and have some real fun.

Jared breathed and audible sigh of relief when Marks car left the driveway, Mark was going to be gone a week and first thing on Jareds mind was sleep, he felt like he could sleep the whole damn week away, and if he never saw another dinner party again it would be too damn soon. Of course instructions were left with Jared, things Mark needed doing while he was gone, and Jared knew Lucy would take them over for him, unknown to Mark, Lucy always took the load from him as soon as Mark was gone. But on leaving Mark had kissed Jared hard on the lips, patted his chest and reminded him to make sure and work out some more while he was gone, he was only saying it for Jareds own good he said, didn’t want him waking up one day looking in a mirror and seeing a rounded belly now did he?

So Jared spent the first twenty four hours doing very little else but sleep and laze around, hanging in the kitchen with Lucy and Sue, enjoying the fussing they did, and laughing and generally unwinding. Following day though he got restless, and after spending an extra hour at the gym, and showering, he paced the house restlessly, before Lucy scolded him for trailing her around like a kid, and told him to go do something.

So on a complete whim, and praying Jensen had meant what he said, Jared packed enough clothes to last him a few days, left a message on Marks phone he was going out of town to visit Chris, gave Lucy a hug and a kiss and smiling fondly at her repeated warnings to drive carefully on that bike, took off at breakneck speed.

He soon found himself on the open road, and once again relished the feeling of the total freedom that was him and the bike and the road, driving faster than he normally would, taking corners with less grace and more speed than was safe, but all he could think of was just getting to that bar and just forgetting his own damn name for a while and just being normal. He hoped to god neither man minded him dropping in unannounced, he was gonna take Jensen at his word and just arrive. As he drove, thoughts of Jensen and his gorgeous green eyes and expressive face swam in his minds eye, and the feeling that he was entering into something that was downright dangerous and at the same time felt so blindingly right, had his stomach clenching in excitement.

Was it so wrong to like this man? What would it hurt to just spend time in the company of a man who simply liked Jared for himself, who looked passed the wealth and the husband and saw the man underneath? What was so wrong in spending a few days in the company of his best friend and a man whom he hardly knew but at the same time had such a strong connection to?

Jared was about to find out.