As angst-ridden as the other chapters have all been, this one by far touched my heart the hardest.
Here's poor Jensen searching for months to find and protect HIS Jared....and at the other end of the equation there is a broken, beatdown Jared running, hiding, trying to protect HIS Jensen from the filth he feels he carries everywhere with him.
Each one in their own confused way trying to prove how much they love one another in ways that combat the other's best efforts. So terribly sad.
Am hoping wise Chris can show Jensen that rather than feeling betrayed and angry, he should feel relieved and grateful, knowing Jared loved Jensen's family enough to trust them and then be glad his father and brother cared enough about Jared and Jensen that they would risk the wrath of J & J to try to put them back together again. ((( SHIT!!! was that a run-on sentence or what?!)))
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Date: 2009-05-24 04:14 pm (UTC)Here's poor Jensen searching for months to find and protect HIS Jared....and at the other end of the equation there is a broken, beatdown Jared running, hiding, trying to protect HIS Jensen from the filth he feels he carries everywhere with him.
Each one in their own confused way trying to prove how much they love one another in ways that combat the other's best efforts. So terribly sad.
Am hoping wise Chris can show Jensen that rather than feeling betrayed and angry, he should feel relieved and grateful, knowing Jared loved Jensen's family enough to trust them and then be glad his father and brother cared enough about Jared and Jensen that they would risk the wrath of J & J to try to put them back together again. ((( SHIT!!! was that a run-on sentence or what?!)))
Anyway....awesome chapter. Can't wait for more!