Wow Mags, beautiful chapter! Thanks, it was deeply emotional!
You exceeded my expectations. Really! Loved every word written. It was a chapter from the Jensen's point of view , on everything he feels and is experiencing with the missing of Jared.
As Joe said, Jensen have every right to be angry, hurt and wounded. Because this sentence says what he feels now: "He decided for me, he never gave me the chance to decide if I could do this with him or not ... He did not have enough faith in me, in us. "
Poor Jensen! I know that Jared doesn't doubt nor a minute of the love of Jensen, Jared doesn't doubt that he feels for Jensen, Jared just think doesn't deserve this love. And Jared didn't allow Jensen to show it for him. Actually was what most hurt Jensen (I think so): the fact Jared doesn't take into account what Jensen wanted, felt and needed.
And you finally broke my heart with: "Chris? I need you." Then he cried. " So, please, is a fix it! * laughs *..
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Date: 2009-05-24 12:28 pm (UTC)You exceeded my expectations. Really! Loved every word written. It was a chapter from the Jensen's point of view , on everything he feels and is experiencing with the missing of Jared.
As Joe said, Jensen have every right to be angry, hurt and wounded. Because this sentence says what he feels now: "He decided for me, he never gave me the chance to decide if I could do this with him or not ... He did not have enough faith in me, in us. "
Poor Jensen! I know that Jared doesn't doubt nor a minute of the love of Jensen, Jared doesn't doubt that he feels for Jensen, Jared just think doesn't deserve this love. And Jared didn't allow Jensen to show it for him. Actually was what most hurt Jensen (I think so): the fact Jared doesn't take into account what Jensen wanted, felt and needed.
And you finally broke my heart with: "Chris? I need you." Then he cried. "
So, please, is a fix it! * laughs *..
Looking forward next chapter!
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